Not the best of days, I guess. Waking up feeling awful for having purged. Well more for having binged and not purged enough. Felt strange all day. Fat, depressed, worthless, unwanted… Did well on eating though. Didn’t restrict. Didn’t exercise. I have to go to my bridal dress fitting tomorrow and I am not too happy about it. I feel sad. I feel like lie is too difficult. It’s a pain. I wished I was thin, pretty and loved. I wished I was just normal.
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